urgghhh the haze is causing me to have a sore throat...why must they burn the trees and cause health problems to not only themselves who are so much nearer to that place, and also to neighbouring countries? sianz.
anyway been wanting to post this...yeah i've lost quite a bit of weird and almost everyone i see (whom i don't see that often) have been telling me that...fine la cos maybe they dun see me that often...but its the questions that some of them ask which are weird...i get questions like...am i anorexic...OH PLEASEEEEEEEEE there's so many skinnier girls around...and im not that scrawny or bony lor....i'll rather die than me anorexic cos i love food too much....i lost weight doesnt mean i don't eat at all or vomit everything out k....firstly..i hate the vomit feel...and secondly..i noe i cant live without food..i still have my cravings..i still eat fast food..hawker food..buffets..but i control more now as compared to the past...
pple who ask these weird questions don't know that i put on more than 5kg at PGP cos of what i eat there...basically..1 cup noodles and 1 packet of milo for breakfast, ban mian/western food for lunch, 1 cheesy mushroom for snack, cai fan/vegetarian food/muslim food/western food for dinner, and sometimes chocolates or cookies or chips for supper...n never exercised...yep i really went crazy when i was at pgp...hahaha...and i decided to lose weight only after i settled back home n realised i the damage i've done..so i decided to do something about it...so i stopped eating cup noodles or eat out for lunch and dinner...anyway i've no reason to eat them since im staying at home now...n of cos i started running...i still hate running la but its the most convenient..n i dun run that much anyway...depending on my mood..2.5 - 3k every once or twice a week...at my own speed n not like for napfa run until wanna die...so yep..thats how i lost weight..eat healthier things n exercise....not stopping eating totally or starve myself by eating only food of the size of the palm but i do noe of pple who do that....i seriously love food too much to do so...n im an avid meat eater...its like..ok i still eat chicken..but its more of broiled..grilled now rather than deep fried...anyway i cant starve myself too much cos it'll be too detrimental for that ulcer in my stomach/intestine..i dun wan it to worsen from acid attack...
if i could i would still wanna lose more...cos im still in the high 50s..but it has stagnated hahha..n im not crazy type who'll go on 5km runs thrice a week..i have better things to do than that....i shall just see how it goes..if it drops further..fine..if it doesnt...i wun bother to starve to purposely do that either...
yep thats all i got to say..back to preparing for the ps presentation...duno wat im gonna say tmr la argh....
anyway been wanting to post this...yeah i've lost quite a bit of weird and almost everyone i see (whom i don't see that often) have been telling me that...fine la cos maybe they dun see me that often...but its the questions that some of them ask which are weird...i get questions like...am i anorexic...OH PLEASEEEEEEEEE there's so many skinnier girls around...and im not that scrawny or bony lor....i'll rather die than me anorexic cos i love food too much....i lost weight doesnt mean i don't eat at all or vomit everything out k....firstly..i hate the vomit feel...and secondly..i noe i cant live without food..i still have my cravings..i still eat fast food..hawker food..buffets..but i control more now as compared to the past...
pple who ask these weird questions don't know that i put on more than 5kg at PGP cos of what i eat there...basically..1 cup noodles and 1 packet of milo for breakfast, ban mian/western food for lunch, 1 cheesy mushroom for snack, cai fan/vegetarian food/muslim food/western food for dinner, and sometimes chocolates or cookies or chips for supper...n never exercised...yep i really went crazy when i was at pgp...hahaha...and i decided to lose weight only after i settled back home n realised i the damage i've done..so i decided to do something about it...so i stopped eating cup noodles or eat out for lunch and dinner...anyway i've no reason to eat them since im staying at home now...n of cos i started running...i still hate running la but its the most convenient..n i dun run that much anyway...depending on my mood..2.5 - 3k every once or twice a week...at my own speed n not like for napfa run until wanna die...so yep..thats how i lost weight..eat healthier things n exercise....not stopping eating totally or starve myself by eating only food of the size of the palm but i do noe of pple who do that....i seriously love food too much to do so...n im an avid meat eater...its like..ok i still eat chicken..but its more of broiled..grilled now rather than deep fried...anyway i cant starve myself too much cos it'll be too detrimental for that ulcer in my stomach/intestine..i dun wan it to worsen from acid attack...
if i could i would still wanna lose more...cos im still in the high 50s..but it has stagnated hahha..n im not crazy type who'll go on 5km runs thrice a week..i have better things to do than that....i shall just see how it goes..if it drops further..fine..if it doesnt...i wun bother to starve to purposely do that either...
yep thats all i got to say..back to preparing for the ps presentation...duno wat im gonna say tmr la argh....
posted by mE~ at 5:28 pm
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