i am officially screwed terribly for 3207. to me my worse paper ever written was sc2212 last sem cos im not a soci person....but this paper...is infinite times worse than 2212....im trying not to think about it now n concentrate on..ya i tink its 2103 that i have to study next..but...its really pissifying? when i dun even wat r the actual theories that can be used during assessment? till my assessment is crap..ok wait its not even assessing...i was...assuming a lot of things? ahh. crap. monday's 2101 is the same lecturer again. she probably is gonna dump more "use theories" to substantiate all your answers again when she has never lectured bout theories..let alone how to use them during assessment. wonderful. or maybe its just me..or maybe i should have done this mod after i have gone for my placement...at least i would noe how to do a proper assessment based on the many many many theories. or maybe i should have just wrote the exact same thing as my term paper which was on schizophrenia..but yet this case senario was worse than just schizo..but at least it made more sense? but 2101 had no psychosocial assessment yet 3207 needs. how to put both together? i dunno. i am losing all interest in social work now..not only medical sw which was my first choice..crap.

sc2212 was b-...now im feeling so much worse for 3207...ok maybe i'll really fail that mod?

maybe its fated that the only A i will get in my uni life is changing landscapes..i cant rem wats the mod code...but...yeah my past 2 sw mods r A-..but this time round..no way can i get near that...the only way i can get near A- is a B- or C- lor..haha..at least got a minus sign inside!

ahhh...wat was i writing for the paper...i still cant figure out at this pt of time....if my only level 3000 mod is lidat...let alone the 3 or 4 that im gonna take next sem!!! crap crap crap crap crap. i feel so much worse as compared to A levels history 1 paper..cos i remembered i screwed up somewhere...oh ya the choices of qns..i dunno y i was forced to choose sumthing which i didnt study cos the other option was much worse n it was not predicted by anybody..i ended up crying in ivan's arms so badly after that on the way home..cos i knew i was screwed for it..but that one at least i have some amt of content inside...3207? zero content. y was the format changed? sigh..if it was past yr's format..compulsory qn is the hypothetical type..i wun have that much of a problem cos i tink writing n argumentative skills wise im slightly better than the rest of the sw pple...n last time case studies can choose...this time round its the total oppo.....aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...oh n no im not gonna cry over 3207 though..that paper isnt worth my tears!

maybe i should just stop whining n throw my head into 2103..

5 more days of agony..

oh wait maybe its really pms n flunking my paper added together to create this effect right now.

p.s. i feel like scanning my 3207 paper n dumping it here. but for wat reason? i dunno. told ya its pms. haha. n btw..i have dumped my 2 blue 3207 files into the plastic bag under my table. i usually do this onli after the whole exam is done n while im packing my room..but noooo..i dun wanna see it anymore with immediate effect.