its really weird that im feeling the heat at this pt of time...kinda earlier than i expected..but im feeling ir already.....y did he have to postpone the test today? den at least i'll have one worry down....next wk..the test...2 individual essays due (which i havent started)..following wk...dunno yet..but next next next wk..i have a proj presentation due..n we havent really got about doing it yet...main pts we wan to do is down..but the tutor kinda made it much more complicated with a certain key word theory which wasnt stated in the lecturer's initial project qn....n the weeks after those..i dun wan to tink bout it cos wat i have at the moment is already wearing me out....

doesnt really help when im seriously behind in my readings n i cant seem to start reading them? i always feel i dun have the time but i noe there r certain times when im really free but just that i use it to rest instead of read.....

weird...i never felt that i had that little time in my life...uni days..seem to only have 12 hrs a day...as everything just whizzes past...already in yr 2..yet i still dun feel comfortable with the pace?

or maybe i shall stay back in sch to do stuff after lessons if my lessons dun end that late? somehow i seem to be able to do more stuff in sch as compared to when im at home...

i miss going to parkway..i havent been there ever since national day that wk..which is so long ago....doesnt really help when i went there that often during the hols...that place is just like my 2nd home...cant find another shopping centre that i feel so comfortable with...hahah...retail therapy...boohoohooo...i havent even got to buy a new piece of clothing ever since sch started..not even 1...cos i simply dun have the energy to go shop? doesnt help when im a lazy person n loves to sleep..hahahah...

will things get better? i certainly hope so, but in reality, being practical, i dun see the light at the end of the tunnel anytime soon...hahaha...