im really pissed with certain grp members at the moment. n i hope pple who shouldnt seen this dun ever see this. but im really pissed. its not that i wanna assert my pt, but the way they think is..how do i put it...its not that i think im better..but just....not that i tink they r dumb..ok now i tink some of them r since im in a bad mood..but the way that they wanna...present? talk? whatever the word is...i just dun tink its....gd enuff? but its a grp thing so im not the only one in control...but just.........AAARRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH. this girl only wants to do this one n only pt n doesnt wanna do the bigger heading that her pt comes under...n ask me to get rid of the heading....dots dots dots. if im more assertive, she will surely get pissed. or rather..i've learnt that when im assertive, a lot of pple get pissed with me. crap. but yet......argh. i dun dare to elaborate so much cos wat if some of them stumble in here? dunno whether i'll be so suay la but.....argh. den another one....her pts r not substantiated...n i have to use her pts cos only she tot of that category but she's handling another category n she wants me to cook up something for the pts n her argument is we cannot cite everything, gotta think of our pts, but yet i tink her pts r too far fetched n since there's no evidence of it, it can be a danger to use it....

maybe im just a bitch here..maybe its my migraine making me think this way..but...sometimes i really prefer individual work..though suffer more..but at least dun need to have so many disagreements..dun need to wait for pple to dilly dally...cos i hate to do last min work yet......ok maybe i should stop bitching? but really...i rather work at my time n pace...am i the only one thinking this way? or am i becoming a loner? hahahahahahahha...but i noe im a person to hates to wait n push everything to the last min cos i'll get highly stressed (maybe like now) which isnt a very healthy situation. but i was just tinking..who am i to say that i hate last min work...cos i tink by the time i have time to start on my individual assignments after this bout of presentation n tests, its quite last min liao...to me last min means i only have 1 wk to complete...thats for individual la. the proj im talking bout above...its due in 3 days. woohoo.

anyway i can sort of predict my results for 2 modules liao. 2101 n 3207 - at best C+. im really screwed for these 2 mods.

i was just tinking maybe i'll delete this post after i feel less pissed. i noe im ranting now cos i have no one to rant to yet all the shit is coming at the same time. i scared that pple who aint supposed to read this get to read this. den i'll be in deep trouble...or maybe i should stop thinking so much n get my ass done on my pts. bah!!!