seriously a lot has been happening in my life these few days..n its stuff that i dun wish to happen? replacing cards here n there..quite a hassle....

anyway today..met an insurance person...the first one that doesnt irritate me la..n i listened to him talk for over an hr lor...k la guess the similarity is that he's quite young..just graduated so more similar frequency..as compared to the usual 30 sumthings that approach..n his way of engaging with pple was different...but well..after thinking n looking thru the drafted policy..dun tink i'll commit...the returns do look interesting..but im a bit confused with all the figures..n mainly i dun wish to pay the 101.04 premium per month...too much for a non earning student....but i dun rule out the possibility of committing to one in the future..at least after i grad....

n wat i wanted to say was...ya this policy thingey had got me thinking..1 more yr n a few months...im oredi 21...must make all the decisions myself..or rather...am fully independent to face the world on my own....no more backing from my parents...ok la still got..but at least not that much protection from them..n...once i start working..also need to learn how to invest..i mean..i slog for my own life...without any investment n stuff..i doubt i can ever own a car and a condo (which is my dream)...or maybe when im retired then i can finally own it..as in pay off the loans n stuff...oh no..i suddenly feel old n alone...hahhaa...old as in reaching adulthood..alone as in its decision making time..n my legal right to do so....a bit scary siah...

i hope the insurance fella doesnt call...wun noe how to ans/reject him even though i oredi emailed him...but im quite sure he'll call..howwwww...he has this sui fu li lor..i was so tempted to sign the policy but of cos i needed to give more consideration..ahh how how how..feel quite bad....hahaa