make up

does anyone look uglier after they put make up? i tink its me....i always felt that i looked much weirder after makeup..n i dun tink its just purely im-not-used-to-it...of cos one of the reasons is cos i feel its quite dumb having stuff splattered on my face which wun make me look like me la..but the "look weirder" is genuinely really "weirder"..how much weirder..i dunno how to describe...except that i feel that i look like a ghost!!! wahahahah...its esp my eyes that part...eyeliner..mascara..eye shadow..all looks weird...esp eyeliner..hahha...n even my blusher colour looks weird...n i didnt choose the colour on my own leh...sought help from a professional..those at the make up counter...

this is the time when i hope to have an older sis most...of cos i have my mum to help me..but she doesnt put mascara n eyeliner...so wat help can she give! ya ya her eyes r big enuff so she doesnt tink i need those..but i inherited my dad's eyes which r the oppo size of hers....hahhah....

which leaves me perhaps my last choice...going for a make up class...n i mean those one to one or at most three to one kind..so i noe wat really suits *points to myself*...but neither do i realli like to learn with strangers...i mean not the make up artists but those learning also.... but its ex for a one to one...n it isnt that cheap for grp also actually......hahahahha.......


http://www.thebeautyboxstudio.com/page05.html


how nice it will be if i had a sis...preferably an older one.....hhahahahh