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-do not read this post if u have just eaten ur dinner/intend to eat ur dinner soon-


watching a documentary "your health" on channel news asia now..n its so coincidental they were talking bout wat im suffering from...gastritis or names similar to that....they were talking bout this woman who's acidity in the stomach was so bad that at nite..while she's sleeping..she burps up food all over the bed...which is.......yyuuuuuuuccckkkkkkkkssssssssss......i tot my case was quite bad....but i look at her case...so much worse...nvm....then later interval...then i realise..they were talking bout the specifics..cos gastritis n heartburn is quite a widely used term...then they hit the right spot...Helicobacter pylori and Peptic Ulcer Disease...then they zoom in some more..to the duodenal ulcer which im suffering from..there's another ulcer la but i din catch that one...then they were saying once there's an ulcer..its an emergency liao...cos the symptoms such as heartburn, indigestion, sour taste in the throats blahblah..r the early symptoms..ulcers form when the problem wasnt solved then...gggeee..then once ulcers arent removed or sumthing...the last case n of cos worse case senario..is cancer....hhhhhhmmmmm....i din remove my ulcer thru op leh..doc just gave me medicine n ask me to take when i need to...(i'll noe when i need to la haha)..but i din take it for so long liao....but anyway...that doc they interviewed was saying even if the ulcer isnt removed..when it dries up..it will block the path between the stomach to the small intestine (when the duodenal is located)..den food cant transfer properly..cos its an even smaller hole for the food to pass thru....maybe thats y my shitting is so irregular!!!

then they moved on to talking bout irritable bowel syndrome aka ibs...which r symptoms similar to wat im suffering from...but got some slight difference which i din realli catch..but i noe pple suffering from ibs have shit that varies between diarrhoea n constipation-like shit....which...im suffering from! so wat the heck am i suffering from...........

sigh...so is my problem serious or not...n is that freaking ulcer still there...hahah...sigh n the same suggestions were given..dun eat beans..spicy food like curries n food with spices...not too much veggie that causes bloating in the stomach...eat more regularly..better still if its small meals so that the stomach wun overwork...no sour food...no acidic food....no juices..blahblah...but if u all realise...if i dun eat veggie n fruits....i'll get constipation even if i drink enuff water...so...is my irregular shitting caused by the ulcer itself...or cos i cant eat too much fruits/veggie? worse is the fruits i like is all the acidic fruits..haha...i dun eat fruits/cabbage-like veggie...i get piles even if my stomach prob is under control...i eat them so i can shit better..but yet my stomach prob will worsen.....i wanna diet...cant..cos there will be too much acid in my stomach n my stomach lining may swell....which leaves me to eat only meat? then lidat i'll put on weight.......WHAT'S THE BEST THING I CAN DO???