my thoughts
was just going thru my frenster page...loadz of stuff came to my mind...how shall i start....hahahha...ok maybe i shall start with the most recent...my jc life...
jc life: maybe its cos my mum met her ex-colleague at parkway today which got me started reminiscing bout my tj life..haha..her daughter also in tj..arts stream..but just switched from science stream this august...im surprised the school allowed such a change...but apparently her results r better when she's taking stuff like lit as compared to chem..but anyway....went to the frenster pages of some of my tj frens...which..brought back a lot of memories...both gd n bad of cos. the first thing that came to my mind was...how different would my life be if i hadnt gone to tj..n gone to ac instead (since ac was my first choice cos of the uniform...n i vowed not to enter tj cos of its uniform)...is it a gd or bad thing that i sort of listened to big sam n gone to tj cos according to him...i'll flunk in ac cos i'll play too much..n he added "guys in tj r more stable than those in ac" with thAT look in his eyes...hahah..hmmm if i hadnt gone to tj..i prob wouldnt meet peeps like huiling, mel, jo, rach, terence, tat..etcetc..cant state pple like jess n vaid since i knew them from tk yrs...oh ya n not forgetting..ms kwan also...n of cos ivan la...hehe. i tink its human nature to want to experience "the other life"...cos..if i could turn back the time...the cliche thing to say is "i wouldnt switch my choice"..but for me..i would wanna go ac...n see how my life would b different there......but of cos..thats not possible! hahaha.. but generally..i dun tink i regretted going tj...since i spent less time travelling...had angel to accompany me to sch instead of going alone to ac everyday (since i had no frens going there)....but i really broke my vow...hhahaa..still remembered that i didnt even bother going for the tj talk when i was in tk...oh well...
apart from meeting pple in tj...i was also wondering...if i hadnt gone to tj...would my friendship with pple like angel, rozie, huiyu, jess, liying etc still be as strong....i doubt so? cos to me 2 yrs in different schs can make a lot of difference? if i had gone to ac..i would prob still meet them..but..def not as often...for angel..dun have the travelling to sch every morn which is a lot of gossiping time lost..haha...for rozie...i wouldnt have so many things similar as her...wun have the gossiping n bitching n cursing bout badz stuff..hhahah..wun experience the disbandment that...was so...&*^@^&%!#(^..i shant going on bout that..but ya la...u all get it right..for huiyu...she wun be able to tell me that much bout her crushes? i wonder whether i should say them here...but huiyu can la..since im using the codes n not many pple read my blog anyway...hehe~..yep i wun be able to noe that much bout kangy, jaguar, white sheep, cardboard etc (huiyu got anymore or not i cant rem..hehe)...she can still tell me online la...but cos im in ac n i wun noe who the heck r they...as for liying..though im not that close to her liao..but at least in tj i still see her around...n i noe bout yc n alfred from angel n huiyu...as fer jess..my frenship with her definitely grew as compared to tk days..since we werent that close in 2/7..close but not that close la...we always sat at the back due to our heights n got confused by francine koh as koh tinks me jess n corina look alike...hahah...which to me now..is still the biggest joke during my sec 1 days..haha..in tk..we had different cliques..n i was hell lot busy with badz so i didnt have that much time to spend with the class..but of cos i wun forget bout the frequent trips to get postcards, to parkway..ps..etc...hahah....but in 3402 we were definitely closer...n as for vaid..i could continue the hi bitch slut whore secret pal thingey...our tradition since sec 2!! hahaha..
my life in tj is also memorable cos of the badz team...those close to me i was very apprenhensive about joining tj badz at first cos there were ahs pple in abundance..n noeing the relationship between ah n tk pple is..erm...just like enemies...i didnt wan to join badz but squash...moreover the yr before was the first time tk won the national badz comp n defeated ahs. but somehow i got dragged by tiffany to badz...cos she appealed in n had no choice but to join..but wanted someone to accompany her...n since i was the onli one from tk badz to go tk apart from her...i was..dragged..but surprisingly..i didnt regret it! i can still rem sabrina was the one who called out my name to inform that i would be training with the team...haha...n the rest is history..i guess i went thru quite a bit with the team...like..the disbandment i mentioned above..which i think is..argh i shant comment on that...on being vice-cap n secretary n quarter-mistress, the taman negara trip..etcetc...which was really..memorable although at times i wanted to tear my hair out...haha...but i think the most...ironic thing that happened to me in my entire tj life...is due to badz...during tk days..i hated ahs pple...but went i went to tj...i found them nice..wasnt as bad as i portrayed them to be during my tk days...n i grew to hate my ex-teammates from tk...not due to the ex-ah pple influencing me..but due to my ex-teammates themselves..which i will elaborate later....but anyhow..my badz life in tj equally made my life in tj memorable....
sec life: though i enjoyed my life in tj...i still think the best part of my life till now would be my life in tk...i mentioned above that if i had a chance to turn back the time i would choose to go ac to see how different my life would be..n also to test big sam's logic that ac guys arent as...stable...haha...but for tk...i dun tink i would choose any other sec schs to go...my second choice was chung cheng...which i have no idea y i put that upon thinking back now...hahahah...but my life in tk was...steady poom piii piiii~~!! of cos the most memorable part of my tk life was 2/7!!! n i dun tink any 2/7 peeps will disagree with me...right? hahah...looking at my closer frens now..they r all from 2/7...i tink i wrote n said this many many times liao..but..2/7 was damn blardy united..hahah..winning almost every title that yr (for the inter-sch competitions)...hahahah...even if we didnt win..we were close to winning them? such as cheerleading...but sad i wasnt there to see it cos of wat else but badz..but anyway..yup..2/7 left me the best memories among the different classes i had during my whole education..we went thru good times like winning the softball competition even though we were the darkest horse?? hahha..i noe we were favoured to win la..if im not wrong it was 2/2 n 2/3 n 2/5? dunno whether i remembered correctly..but..ya...i noe we won 2/2 in the finals...n we were damn freaking estatic..hahahah...n of cos went thru bad times like the last day of sch..i rem crying like mad at the d&t block...hugging everyone....boohoohoo~...worse was i was going to 3/6...n not many pple were going there...cos most went to 3/4...no la not "worse"...but just..unfortunate? hahahaha...but at least i had liying with me...but still...
talking bout 3/6 n 4/6...i dun have much feelings towards the class...not that i dislike them...but maybe its the bond i had with 2/7 was too strong...same as wat my other classmates in 3/6 had for their sec 1 n 2 classes...esp 2/1 i tink..they were pretty close even when they were in 3/6...yupz...i had aquantainces (is the spelling right? im getting sleepy) there...but not very close frens...apart from liying..the closest fren i had there was xiangjun i tink...cos we were partners..could bitch bout tng..talk bout sports since she was in netball n i in badz..etcetc...i still talk to her..but not that close to her anymore...oh but 3/6 etched something bad into my mind..OIL REFINERY!!! i suddenly cant rem her name (those who noe help!! eh but i dun wan to rem her name oso la hahaha)...cos im too used to calling her oil refinery cos her face was so darn oily all the time...that it reflects stuff k...but i shant talk anymore bout her..argh..all i wanna say is she was my form teacher n my a/e maths teacher..n its due to her that i dropped a maths..i had Fs all the way in sec 3 until i gave up...but in jc1 when i took ao maths (same syllabus) i was aceing it..finals got 91/100 summore...so how can i explain that? cos oil refinery caused it. argh. although i got b3 in the end, i never expected to get a b3 for ao maths seeing how drastic i was performing in my sec 3 yrs...n readers..for ur info if u didnt noe...I WAS THE A MATHS REP IN SEC 3!!! hahahhhaha...wat a joke rite???
tk badz...oh my..how am i gonna...talk bout this...a love turned hate thing...tk badz...i never regretted joining it..definitely worthwhile...cos apart from my class...i spent most of my other time on training...3 or 4 times a week...from bout 2.30..till 5.30..or 6..depending on who coaches n whether it was at sbh or in sch...tinking back...since im smiling now..i guess i have sweet memories bout the team...afterall..we won the nationals for the first time since 1996? n we were the dark horse too...maybe not that dark..but we defeated ahs..who won the past dunno how many yrs (lost count) liao...can still recall setting the nets before training...all the footwork..mr wong standing oppo to throw shuttles or feed us shuttles during "duo qiu" aka multiples time...at sbh...we had to run n run n run around the hall...up n down that long long flight of stairs apart from the perimeters of the hall...the frog jumps we had to jump up the bigger steps...the duck walks...horrible..but memorable! thinking back..how the heck did i manage all that...of cos i wasnt one of the fastest..maybe one of the slower ones in fact..but to complete them was a feat! after hol trainings at sbh..going to eat longan lychee..act no i dun eat that..my fav is still ice kachang...thats rozie's term...hahhaa..nice...my experience there cant be put into words...it was just..amazing......
but i guess the term "all good things come to an end"? although i didnt want it to be this way...or at least..not that bad? when we were in sec 4..mr wong started coaching vj..n of cos it led to the better tk players going to vj since mr wong was there...but since i oredi "decided" not to join badz in jc (unless i went to ac)..i didnt bother...was happy fer them in fact...but when i went to tj...ya la tiffany asking me to accompany her that thing happened..but i tot..no harm la...frenly competition...but.....lightning struck? k thats not the correct term...but..something shocking happened la...i dunno whether i should elaborate here...but...the terms despicable..xia jian..is still etched into my mind now...how could they do such a thing....of cos they wun say its entirely their fault...n of cos my tk juniors will side them...thats y i feel pissed as well? afterall seems like only rozie n tiffany noes how i feel rite? n when i talk to my juniors...they will defend n only defend those in vj...but has anione of them spared a thought for their seniors in tj? dun even tink they consider us as seniors anymore? maybe in name only la..but...aiya...i also dunno how to say...but..argh..all i noe is i was so mad until i starting tearing...n then one of them had to walk over n say sorry for their actions which didnt help..made me feel like strangling in fact..until my cap at that time pulled me away n asked me to just ignore them.........
thinking back bout the whole incident...i wun say i hate them now...afterall...still frens...but..the feeling is much different...i cant laugh n joke with them anymore..in fact..i cant talk much to them...lost all communication...during chalets..even if see them...will just say hi n bye...n rozie was asked y i so dao or sumthing along that line...which i still tink..is somewhat of a joke....i wonder...would they be able to be talk alot if they were in my position? have they ever thought bout it? but whatever they wanna say...i dun care....afterall one of them said very poisonous stuff bout me before........but anyway...yup..thats y i dun see a pt in going for badz chalets anymore..not only its like..always just a day before i leave for my holiday overseas..but cos...i dun see a pt? not that i hate to see them..but...really got nothing to talk? then i'll be with rozie...she'll talk to them la..cos she doesnt feel as much as moi...but still...the feeling is weird......
how the heck did i rant for so long..i spent an hour typing this!!! guess its time to sleep n not think so much...but...no harm recollecting the past also rite?
jc life: maybe its cos my mum met her ex-colleague at parkway today which got me started reminiscing bout my tj life..haha..her daughter also in tj..arts stream..but just switched from science stream this august...im surprised the school allowed such a change...but apparently her results r better when she's taking stuff like lit as compared to chem..but anyway....went to the frenster pages of some of my tj frens...which..brought back a lot of memories...both gd n bad of cos. the first thing that came to my mind was...how different would my life be if i hadnt gone to tj..n gone to ac instead (since ac was my first choice cos of the uniform...n i vowed not to enter tj cos of its uniform)...is it a gd or bad thing that i sort of listened to big sam n gone to tj cos according to him...i'll flunk in ac cos i'll play too much..n he added "guys in tj r more stable than those in ac" with thAT look in his eyes...hahah..hmmm if i hadnt gone to tj..i prob wouldnt meet peeps like huiling, mel, jo, rach, terence, tat..etcetc..cant state pple like jess n vaid since i knew them from tk yrs...oh ya n not forgetting..ms kwan also...n of cos ivan la...hehe. i tink its human nature to want to experience "the other life"...cos..if i could turn back the time...the cliche thing to say is "i wouldnt switch my choice"..but for me..i would wanna go ac...n see how my life would b different there......but of cos..thats not possible! hahaha.. but generally..i dun tink i regretted going tj...since i spent less time travelling...had angel to accompany me to sch instead of going alone to ac everyday (since i had no frens going there)....but i really broke my vow...hhahaa..still remembered that i didnt even bother going for the tj talk when i was in tk...oh well...
apart from meeting pple in tj...i was also wondering...if i hadnt gone to tj...would my friendship with pple like angel, rozie, huiyu, jess, liying etc still be as strong....i doubt so? cos to me 2 yrs in different schs can make a lot of difference? if i had gone to ac..i would prob still meet them..but..def not as often...for angel..dun have the travelling to sch every morn which is a lot of gossiping time lost..haha...for rozie...i wouldnt have so many things similar as her...wun have the gossiping n bitching n cursing bout badz stuff..hhahah..wun experience the disbandment that...was so...&*^@^&%!#(^..i shant going on bout that..but ya la...u all get it right..for huiyu...she wun be able to tell me that much bout her crushes? i wonder whether i should say them here...but huiyu can la..since im using the codes n not many pple read my blog anyway...hehe~..yep i wun be able to noe that much bout kangy, jaguar, white sheep, cardboard etc (huiyu got anymore or not i cant rem..hehe)...she can still tell me online la...but cos im in ac n i wun noe who the heck r they...as for liying..though im not that close to her liao..but at least in tj i still see her around...n i noe bout yc n alfred from angel n huiyu...as fer jess..my frenship with her definitely grew as compared to tk days..since we werent that close in 2/7..close but not that close la...we always sat at the back due to our heights n got confused by francine koh as koh tinks me jess n corina look alike...hahah...which to me now..is still the biggest joke during my sec 1 days..haha..in tk..we had different cliques..n i was hell lot busy with badz so i didnt have that much time to spend with the class..but of cos i wun forget bout the frequent trips to get postcards, to parkway..ps..etc...hahah....but in 3402 we were definitely closer...n as for vaid..i could continue the hi bitch slut whore secret pal thingey...our tradition since sec 2!! hahaha..
my life in tj is also memorable cos of the badz team...those close to me i was very apprenhensive about joining tj badz at first cos there were ahs pple in abundance..n noeing the relationship between ah n tk pple is..erm...just like enemies...i didnt wan to join badz but squash...moreover the yr before was the first time tk won the national badz comp n defeated ahs. but somehow i got dragged by tiffany to badz...cos she appealed in n had no choice but to join..but wanted someone to accompany her...n since i was the onli one from tk badz to go tk apart from her...i was..dragged..but surprisingly..i didnt regret it! i can still rem sabrina was the one who called out my name to inform that i would be training with the team...haha...n the rest is history..i guess i went thru quite a bit with the team...like..the disbandment i mentioned above..which i think is..argh i shant comment on that...on being vice-cap n secretary n quarter-mistress, the taman negara trip..etcetc...which was really..memorable although at times i wanted to tear my hair out...haha...but i think the most...ironic thing that happened to me in my entire tj life...is due to badz...during tk days..i hated ahs pple...but went i went to tj...i found them nice..wasnt as bad as i portrayed them to be during my tk days...n i grew to hate my ex-teammates from tk...not due to the ex-ah pple influencing me..but due to my ex-teammates themselves..which i will elaborate later....but anyhow..my badz life in tj equally made my life in tj memorable....
sec life: though i enjoyed my life in tj...i still think the best part of my life till now would be my life in tk...i mentioned above that if i had a chance to turn back the time i would choose to go ac to see how different my life would be..n also to test big sam's logic that ac guys arent as...stable...haha...but for tk...i dun tink i would choose any other sec schs to go...my second choice was chung cheng...which i have no idea y i put that upon thinking back now...hahahah...but my life in tk was...steady poom piii piiii~~!! of cos the most memorable part of my tk life was 2/7!!! n i dun tink any 2/7 peeps will disagree with me...right? hahah...looking at my closer frens now..they r all from 2/7...i tink i wrote n said this many many times liao..but..2/7 was damn blardy united..hahah..winning almost every title that yr (for the inter-sch competitions)...hahahah...even if we didnt win..we were close to winning them? such as cheerleading...but sad i wasnt there to see it cos of wat else but badz..but anyway..yup..2/7 left me the best memories among the different classes i had during my whole education..we went thru good times like winning the softball competition even though we were the darkest horse?? hahha..i noe we were favoured to win la..if im not wrong it was 2/2 n 2/3 n 2/5? dunno whether i remembered correctly..but..ya...i noe we won 2/2 in the finals...n we were damn freaking estatic..hahahah...n of cos went thru bad times like the last day of sch..i rem crying like mad at the d&t block...hugging everyone....boohoohoo~...worse was i was going to 3/6...n not many pple were going there...cos most went to 3/4...no la not "worse"...but just..unfortunate? hahahaha...but at least i had liying with me...but still...
talking bout 3/6 n 4/6...i dun have much feelings towards the class...not that i dislike them...but maybe its the bond i had with 2/7 was too strong...same as wat my other classmates in 3/6 had for their sec 1 n 2 classes...esp 2/1 i tink..they were pretty close even when they were in 3/6...yupz...i had aquantainces (is the spelling right? im getting sleepy) there...but not very close frens...apart from liying..the closest fren i had there was xiangjun i tink...cos we were partners..could bitch bout tng..talk bout sports since she was in netball n i in badz..etcetc...i still talk to her..but not that close to her anymore...oh but 3/6 etched something bad into my mind..OIL REFINERY!!! i suddenly cant rem her name (those who noe help!! eh but i dun wan to rem her name oso la hahaha)...cos im too used to calling her oil refinery cos her face was so darn oily all the time...that it reflects stuff k...but i shant talk anymore bout her..argh..all i wanna say is she was my form teacher n my a/e maths teacher..n its due to her that i dropped a maths..i had Fs all the way in sec 3 until i gave up...but in jc1 when i took ao maths (same syllabus) i was aceing it..finals got 91/100 summore...so how can i explain that? cos oil refinery caused it. argh. although i got b3 in the end, i never expected to get a b3 for ao maths seeing how drastic i was performing in my sec 3 yrs...n readers..for ur info if u didnt noe...I WAS THE A MATHS REP IN SEC 3!!! hahahhhaha...wat a joke rite???
tk badz...oh my..how am i gonna...talk bout this...a love turned hate thing...tk badz...i never regretted joining it..definitely worthwhile...cos apart from my class...i spent most of my other time on training...3 or 4 times a week...from bout 2.30..till 5.30..or 6..depending on who coaches n whether it was at sbh or in sch...tinking back...since im smiling now..i guess i have sweet memories bout the team...afterall..we won the nationals for the first time since 1996? n we were the dark horse too...maybe not that dark..but we defeated ahs..who won the past dunno how many yrs (lost count) liao...can still recall setting the nets before training...all the footwork..mr wong standing oppo to throw shuttles or feed us shuttles during "duo qiu" aka multiples time...at sbh...we had to run n run n run around the hall...up n down that long long flight of stairs apart from the perimeters of the hall...the frog jumps we had to jump up the bigger steps...the duck walks...horrible..but memorable! thinking back..how the heck did i manage all that...of cos i wasnt one of the fastest..maybe one of the slower ones in fact..but to complete them was a feat! after hol trainings at sbh..going to eat longan lychee..act no i dun eat that..my fav is still ice kachang...thats rozie's term...hahhaa..nice...my experience there cant be put into words...it was just..amazing......
but i guess the term "all good things come to an end"? although i didnt want it to be this way...or at least..not that bad? when we were in sec 4..mr wong started coaching vj..n of cos it led to the better tk players going to vj since mr wong was there...but since i oredi "decided" not to join badz in jc (unless i went to ac)..i didnt bother...was happy fer them in fact...but when i went to tj...ya la tiffany asking me to accompany her that thing happened..but i tot..no harm la...frenly competition...but.....lightning struck? k thats not the correct term...but..something shocking happened la...i dunno whether i should elaborate here...but...the terms despicable..xia jian..is still etched into my mind now...how could they do such a thing....of cos they wun say its entirely their fault...n of cos my tk juniors will side them...thats y i feel pissed as well? afterall seems like only rozie n tiffany noes how i feel rite? n when i talk to my juniors...they will defend n only defend those in vj...but has anione of them spared a thought for their seniors in tj? dun even tink they consider us as seniors anymore? maybe in name only la..but...aiya...i also dunno how to say...but..argh..all i noe is i was so mad until i starting tearing...n then one of them had to walk over n say sorry for their actions which didnt help..made me feel like strangling in fact..until my cap at that time pulled me away n asked me to just ignore them.........
thinking back bout the whole incident...i wun say i hate them now...afterall...still frens...but..the feeling is much different...i cant laugh n joke with them anymore..in fact..i cant talk much to them...lost all communication...during chalets..even if see them...will just say hi n bye...n rozie was asked y i so dao or sumthing along that line...which i still tink..is somewhat of a joke....i wonder...would they be able to be talk alot if they were in my position? have they ever thought bout it? but whatever they wanna say...i dun care....afterall one of them said very poisonous stuff bout me before........but anyway...yup..thats y i dun see a pt in going for badz chalets anymore..not only its like..always just a day before i leave for my holiday overseas..but cos...i dun see a pt? not that i hate to see them..but...really got nothing to talk? then i'll be with rozie...she'll talk to them la..cos she doesnt feel as much as moi...but still...the feeling is weird......
how the heck did i rant for so long..i spent an hour typing this!!! guess its time to sleep n not think so much...but...no harm recollecting the past also rite?
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