exams...

all of a sudden..i miss tj life...dunno y..perhaps its due to seeing my brother studying for his Os which technically starts in about..7.5 hrs time (excluding his practicals)..realised it has been about a yr since i last took the As...all the mugging..sweat..tears..aches..i rem i once told ivan the place i'll miss most in tj is the library..and in one blink..it has been almost a yr since i last stepped into it..(and it has been almost a yr since i last saw the faggot librarian..hurray!!!)..talking bout the stupid librarian...i rem i got so irritated with him once...cos i bought peel fresh orange..the big big carton one..so that i could bring home after i studied in the library (bought it during lunch time)...n he was walking around as usual..and scolded me for bringing it in..cos he say i'll drink it..i was like...HUH ITS SUCH A HUGE CARTON N U R SAYING I'LL DRINK FROM THE CARTON IN FRONT IN PUBLIC????? i started a quarrel with him lor..in the end he gave up...i mean...piang..it was in a plastic bag...a brand new carton..sealed some more..n he said i will drink from the carton..oh please...i wanna maintain wateva remaining image i have in front of pple..even if i drink from carton..oso drink at home..ok wat i dun drink from cartons cos i always share the drinks with my brother..

ok back to topic...i miss studying in the library with the 34 pple plus tat...rem waking up like..at 7am in the morning after sleeping at 3am...dragging myself out of bed...den dragging myself out of the house..den walk to chai chee there to meet ivan since his place is within walking distance though in the morning i honestly dunno where im walking sometimes..haha..den taking 229 to sch..den going to the market to have breakfast which is usually porridge..n eating the porridge half asleep..den go the library by 9am since my study timetable always begins at 9am..den study..but most of the time doze off..den lunch..den go back..study a bit..sleep a lot..den go back at 5..den at nite use comp..study..n the whole routine repeats....n it has almost been a yr...gosh...so fast.....

n now..the studying is back..but of cos now its uni..no more As..but...i dun seem to have any motivation to...im not even mentally prepared fer exams all over again...esp after all the wonderful slacking in the first half of the yr..but the prob is exams is in exactly 3 wks time...WTH!!! crap...i still crave for window shopping..something that i dun have time to do ever since sch started...its not that the timetable is so packed..honestly i consider my timetable ultra slack..but de thing is..so mani projects n term papers...and all the freaking readings..which reminds me that i have to go to the optician at the end of the yr..cos its time to up the degrees again...man im going blind when my right eye is oredi 1k...

on this note..i shall end..still depressed that exams r coming..hhahahaha...